This is me

Totally what I’m going to do to that bitch!

(Source: themagicofwaltdisney)

Lately I’ve been thinking about my future and what I want. Except I’ve been thinking of what I want for a family. My perfect ideal of the family I want to gain after I get everything together with my life, like graduating college.
I really just want to be happy, I want to be happy with the boy I marry. I know that every relationship isn’t perfect, but I just hope that when we get into fights they’re not awful like my parents used to have. I want me and my husband to trust eachother and not assumed that we are being unfaithful. I want to have a good time with him even when we have kids. I don’t ever want to get divorced because coming from a broken family, I know I don’t want my kids going what I had to. Because if my parents stayed together, I wouldn’t be so fucked up and having such a hard time trusting people and always thinking the person I love is going to leave me. Those feelings I still have hurt and pull me back on decisions. I am slowly but successfully letting go of those feelings day by day with the help of myself. But I hope to god that I won’t get a divorce when I’m married with kids. I hope that when me and my husband do get to that point where we are just tired of routines that we will figure out a situation for ourselves but mostly our children.
I know I’m going ahead of myself, but I’m so afraid I’m going to make the same mistakes my parents made. But I know that if I don’t want my life to be like that, then I have to make sure I wil not get there. I will go a different direction then my parents did. By taking care of my problems first before even loving someone when I get older. I know I’m in a relationship right now but it’s so hard, plus it’s high school. Nothing lasts forever and if it ends there’s better out there for you.
I will make sure I won’t be like my parents, I want to be happy so happy. That I can say when I die, that my life was wonderful, every second of it.

Love

Prom

Do white girls like wearing white dresses?
It makes you look whiter sorry

Cute baby jackass :)